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And there, drinkng a terribly mixed drink, and staring at a bilboard with a faulty red neon light, headphones on in a terrace bar, he realized his best company was himself. He wished he'd only bought that pack of cigarettes...

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Sleeping. Sleeping for ages. Sleeping to wash away the pain. Sleeping to erase myself. Sleeping for not existing. Sleeping myself to oblivion. Sleeping to sleep, sleep sleep. Wake up, being ashamed, afraid, asleep. Asleep, askew awake... Away 

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